I’ve been really out of it the past few days due to my new medication. It seems to clear up a bit in the evening, but then I have to take my next dose and it puts me out again. Hopefully this pattern will fade as I get used to the new medication. It’s been extremely difficult for me to read at times as well. So far though, those are my biggest complaints with this anti-psychotic, which is pretty good.

You may have noticed that I edited out a bit of this blog tonight. I don’t plan to edit anything else. I’m working with my dad to put together a book about all of this, so there are some parts I would like to keep off of this blog. It also stems from my paranoia of having this all be so public. It’s a vicious cycle: wanting to inform people about this disorder but having to be very public to do it, which fuels my paranoia. Anyway, hopefully I’ll have the entire story in a book someday. If anyone reading this can give me any information on how best to go about publishing a book like this, then let me know, please.

Since all I could do today was stare blankly into space, I sat here and re-uploaded a bunch of old pieces of artwork into my deviantART account, and some of it’s for sale, if anyone is interested. I tend to delete things frequently there too when my paranoia kicks in; it’s annoying.

Thank you to everyone who reads this blog and passes the link around. I’m glad that I’ve been able to offer insight into this disorder. I promise I’ll write something with more substance over the weekend.

xx